(long, very long post...beware) We have been living it up this last week celebrating our last few days of freedom before school starts. Friday we had a fun Back to School Party hosted by the wonderful and talented Shauni Frost. Kids played, threw water balloons, and ate fun FUN food. (a snow cone machine is now on my list of things I WANT.)
Sunday we had a celebratory dinner (grilled Hamburgers & Hot Dogs). Natali's pink "Celebrate" banner was hung, she ate off the red You Are Special Plate, and the theme for the year was introduced....I Can Be A Friend. Post dinner we had a Back to School Fashion Show, which was very success. (At one point during the evening I turned and said something to Ben, Natali with a slight edge in her voice says, "excuse me MOM, I though tonight was all about ME!") I guess I will take that as a compliment. Obviously the girl felt special. We ended the evening with a back to school blessing, bath and curlers in the hair, hugs and kisses, and lots of trips to her room telling her to "GO TO SLEEP!"
Today was the actual FIRST DAY OF KINDERGARTEN. She was beyond excited. She had no reservation as we walked in to the school, went to her room, hung her back pack, and found her desk. She instantly started coloring the pages laid out. I had to interrupt her for a goodbye hug and kiss. I held it together to that point. As I turned and walked out her room the tears started to silently run. I thought I was going to SOB, so silent tears was a big victory for me. I turned in her lunch money (very considerate of me huh). Then I walked back to her room and she was busy coloring and being a big kid. She didn't even notice me. I was happy and sad all in the same moment.
Isaac asked for her off and on all day. He insisted on having a back pack of his own. We picked Natali up from school and she was already asking if she got to go back tomorrow. She survived, I survived. We returned home and ate chocolate cupcakes and talked all about the first day of school. Years and years of public school here we come!





